I took that picture with my phone a few minutes ago, it is 2:05 am right now, and as I looked at the moon in the middle of the clouds, I thought about how appropriate it is for my current circumstances; The Lord shines His grace in the midst of my darkness and cloudiness.
I guess I wrote this a few months back, I can't remember when I wrote but I did, so here it is.
Hi, Alex here, I'm back. It has been months maybe, or weeks, I have no idea, time is flying away as fast as it is coming in the morning; it seems like the earth is spinning faster than ever before; at least in my world it is, and that means that I am getting old fast; which means that the day when I will see The King is coming very fast, as fast as the twinkling of an eye. I think this is the first time that I have ever used my name in a post, I guess I don't really care what anyone thinks of me, except God, and I know what He thinks so it is fine.
I was thinking about the parable of the sower; have you read it before? I'm sure you have, but here it is again so you don't have to look it up:
Mat 13:3-9 And he told them many things in parables, saying: "A sower went out to sow. (4) And as he sowed, some seeds fell along the path, and the birds came and devoured them. (5) Other seeds fell on rocky ground, where they did not have much soil, and immediately they sprang up, since they had no depth of soil, (6) but when the sun rose they were scorched. And since they had no root, they withered away. (7) Other seeds fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked them. (8) Other seeds fell on good soil and produced grain, some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. (9) He who has ears, let him hear."
Jesus' disciples asked Him, "why do you speak to them in parables?"; to which He responded: Mat 13:11-16 And he answered them, "To you it has been given to know the secrets of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given. (12) For to the one who has, more will be given, and he will have an abundance, but from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away. (13) This is why I speak to them in parables, because seeing they do not see, and hearing they do not hear, nor do they understand. (14) Indeed, in their case the prophecy of Isaiah is fulfilled that says: "'You will indeed hear but never understand, and you will indeed see but never perceive. (15) For this people's heart has grown dull, and with their ears they can barely hear, and their eyes they have closed, lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears and understand with their heart and turn, and I would heal them.' (16) But blessed are your eyes, for they see, and your ears, for they hear.
What? Yeah, you have read that right, Jesus spoke to them in parables as a judgment; He spoke parables to the people so they would NOT understand them. Up to this point He had already preached all over the country, and He was constantly rejected; people were following Him just for what He could give them, not because of who He is; John says the people even tried to make Him King over them by force, because He could give them free lunch and heal their diseases. One time He went back to His home town, went into the synagogue to preach, and immediately after, they tried to throw Him down a cliff!
In the book of John, after He declares simply and openly that He is God in human flesh, "many of His disciples walked with Him no more"; they all left Him, then He turned to the 12 and asked them "do you also want to go away?", to which Peter responded, "to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life"; do you remember that? I hope you do.
Do you think that what I am writing is all disconnected? I do, but I hope I will make sense eventually, or maybe not, maybe you ran out of patience and can no longer bear these long posts, well, that is a bummer, but that is the way life is, it is filled with contradictions, and apparent paradoxes, and endless testing of your patience, and another email to read.
Getting back to Jesus, He is preaching in parables so that people would not understand what He was saying; not only is this a judgment on His part due to their rejecting Him, it is also a mercy on His part, and this is because to continue to speak truth and life to them would only make their final judgment worse and stronger; and here I see the mercy of God in display again.
Matthew, Mark and Luke give and account of this parable, but think about this (I already wrote a ton of stuff about this in the past, so I'm repeating myself at this point, but so be it); the prophecy that Jesus quotes comes from the book of Isaiah, chapter 6 specifically, and this prophecy is used by Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, and Paul. That is how important this is; when the bible repeats something twice it is to make an emphasis, verily, verily, when it repeats it three times, it is like using an exclamation point and you better be paying attention, holy holy holy is the Lord God Almighty, but when the bible repeats something six times, I think I really need to apply myself to understand and meditate on what it means, but that is just me, and I'm just saying; maybe you don't care about anything I'm saying, and that is fine too, I'm personally caring less lately about what some things in the bible mean; sometimes I just want to finish this race in peace and see Jesus' face.
Anyway, back to the parable; is it not brilliant? Only Jesus could have come up with something like this; it is amazing to me; His words are sweeter than honey indeed; to me it has been granted to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God, that blows my mind, what an awesome privilege; but here He describes exactly how people respond to the gospel, and how the prophecy of Isaiah is fulfilled even today in all those who are described here in this parable.
Jesus explains it to His disciples: Mat 13:18-23 "Hear then the parable of the sower: (19) When anyone hears the word of the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what has been sown in his heart. This is what was sown along the path. (20) As for what was sown on rocky ground, this is the one who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy, (21) yet he has no root in himself, but endures for a while, and when tribulation or persecution arises on account of the word, immediately he falls away. (22) As for what was sown among thorns, this is the one who hears the word, but the cares of the world and the deceitfulness of riches choke the word, and it proves unfruitful. (23) As for what was sown on good soil, this is the one who hears the word and understands it. He indeed bears fruit and yields, in one case a hundredfold, in another sixty, and in another thirty."
The different kinds of soil represent different kinds of people's hearts; it is amazing to me that I have seen these different hearts in my own life, people who have received the gospel from my lips, even though they are few, have been placed in my life so that I can see this parable come to life in my own life, redundantly redundant.
I have known those who received it with joy and when the troubles of the Christian life came their way, they just fell away, I have seen it with these two eyes; I have also seen those who have a thorny heart, they received the gospel and I was convinced that they were the real deal, at least they played the game well; until the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches, money and success, choked the word in them, and little by little they fell away.
In all the many years that I was involved in ministry to recovering addicts and alcoholics, I have seen all the types of soil that Jesus mentions; some people were even brought out from the darkness and given a new life, and then suddenly they just threw it all away; and time after time, without failure, the first thing that these people stopped doing is reading their bible. After that, they stopped going to church, then they started compromising with the things of this world, a little sex here and there, a drink here and a drink there; a dishonest deal at work, etc., then the next thing I knew was that they were full on in apostasy mode living in TJ in some kind of black hole in the dark.
Of course this doesn't happen in one day, it might take years but it will eventually happen, they just fall away and they turn their backs on Jesus. Maybe this is why Paul admonished the Corinthians "Therefore let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall"; of course the context of what he is saying is putting God to the test by grumbling, by sexual immorality, unbelief, etc; but it also applies here, I think.
One thing is certain, you can tell right away where some people are by the way they speak, can't you? Think about it and you will probably agree with me because as Jesus said, out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Whatever is your treasure, that you will constantly speak about; it is obvious from the kind of soils He describes.
I find it fascinating that Jesus doesn't describe the sower, or the seed, He just says the seed is the word, the gospel; the main emphasis is on the soil, and its different configurations, and whether it produces or not; so who is in charge of the soil? The sower is, the sower is the owner of the soil, the ground that has been prepared to be sown with seed has been tilled by the sower, it is obvious, right? Even where the seed falls is determined by the sower; the sower reaches in his bag, grabs a handful of seed and throws it on the ground, in a broadcasting manner, so the seed falls in different kinds of soil because there are different kinds of soil on that piece of ground. It is obvious, isn't it?
God is in control of the seed, and in control of the soil, and in control of the produce; He is in control of all variables; and the soil can do nothing, the soil is just there, either well prepared or filled with rocks and weeds, it is either deeply tilled and moist or not; the responsibility for producing anything falls on the way the seed is sown and the way the soil is prepared; not on the soil itself. Can you blame the soil for growing weeds, or being rocky? I think not since the soil is rocky and filled with weeds naturally; every where that I have seen soil that is ready to be planted or has been planted, it looks like someone worked on it before sowing anything in it.
This is the very reason why Jesus explains that Isaiah's prophecy is being fulfilled in them; because there is such a thing as a remnant, a "holy stump" as Isaiah says; there is such a thing as predestination, and election in the bible; there is such a thing as a prophecy that is quoted by the main writers of the new testament, and by the King of Kings Himself to make a point that it is not up to man to choose to produce grain, thirty, sixty or a hundredfold; it is not up to us to even decide to believe or not. A miracle has to take place before anything happens to a man or a woman for them to produce anything of value for the kingdom of God; and that miracle is regeneration, being born from above.
This passage is pretty much a parallel passage to John 3 in the sense that it is not our choice to be born; no one decides to be born; being born in this world just happens to us, not by us; we had nothing to do with our birth in this world, and we don't have anything to do with being born from above either. Jesus chose that analogy to speak to Nicodemus because of this very reason; to demonstrate to him that the kingdom of God was out of his reach, and that all his religion could not accomplish anything of value in the sight of God; it was all dung, as Paul said.
The only thing we can do is throw the seed out, and it is up to God to make it grow, it is not mine to decide. I don't even have the choice of throwing the seed on good soil because I can't see the good soil, only God can see the heart of a man; the soil just looks like soil to me; I am blind to the details and the state of the human heart in people; the only thing I know is what the bible says, that the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked, and only God knows it perfectly. Wretched men that we are.
Even as I write these words I see this reality taking place in my own world, people who talk the talk but do not walk the walk are everywhere, and sometimes very close, like my soon to be ex son in law; it is a very pathetic situation, it boggles my mind, and it pains my heart because of all the pain it is causing my own kids; and then I see beyond the appearances, and the evidence demands a verdict, but I am not the ultimate judge, and that is a good thing.
That was the end to the post that I wrote a few months ago. Today I was thinking about the same parable again, and that is not a coincidence, at least in my world it is not. The word of God is amazing, I can read it and read it and I always learn something, even if it is a very small thing that I could not see before; and it brings peace to my heart; it brings peace to my heart even when I don't learn anything new. I find comfort in knowing that God is in control of everything that happens, if the bible didn't teach that, I would not believe it, and without believing it, my life would be in shambles, I would have fallen down a long time ago. This is what having the privilege of being given to understand the mysteries of the kingdom of God causes in me, it causes me to worship God.
This doctrine of the sovereignty of God has been a rock under my feet since I learned of it; and when I say sovereignty I mean over every imaginable thing in my life, and over all circumstances, and over all people, and all events in history, past, present and future; in fact God demonstrates it every day to me; He is amazing and deserves all of my praise and adoration forever and ever, even if God never saved me, He would still deserve all praise and adoration from me, and every one of His creatures.
So I praise Him for His word, and His promises, and His salvation, and sanctification and glorification; praise be to God the Father, and God the Son and God the Holy Spirit for this trinitarian work in me; I praise The Father for choosing to save me, and The Son for coming to save me, and for The Spirit for applying this salvation to me and bringing it to completion; we are truly a work of art in His hands; we are the trophies of His triumph over human sin, and my sin; you can probably spend hours and hours just praising God for all that He has done; and one day we will do it non stop, I can't wait.
Psa 107:8-22 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love, for his wondrous works to the children of man! (9) For he satisfies the longing soul, and the hungry soul he fills with good things. (10) Some sat in darkness and in the shadow of death, prisoners in affliction and in irons, (11) for they had rebelled against the words of God, and spurned the counsel of the Most High. (12) So he bowed their hearts down with hard labor; they fell down, with none to help. (13) Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. (14) He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and burst their bonds apart. (15) Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love, for his wondrous works to the children of man! (16) For he shatters the doors of bronze and cuts in two the bars of iron. (17) Some were fools through their sinful ways, and because of their iniquities suffered affliction; (18) they loathed any kind of food, and they drew near to the gates of death. (19) Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. (20) He sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction. (21) Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love, for his wondrous works to the children of man! (22) And let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving, and tell of his deeds in songs of joy!
Have a nice day.
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