
By default, the main goal of all humans is the love of self; as soon as a baby is born into the world the first thing he or she does is cry for attention; it is as if a new born human being is already complaining about being here. While everyone around rejoices in the event of life; the baby human cries and screams; no one else does but him or her. Yeah, I know, that sounds mean and heartless but it is the crude reality.
We human beings are so tragically dependent, that in the absence of a feeding hand and a holding arm, we would not last very long in this fallen world; so the cries of little humans are necessary for survival; they are programmed into the genes, is the "cry for attention" gene, and it is the provision of an Almighty and wise creator; everybody has one of those genes, we grow up to worship it; if you don't believe that is true, look at yourself in the mirror and ask the question: am I a depraved individual?
Back in 1985, Mexico City was hit by a humongous earthquake; 8.1 in the Richter scale, and there were tens of thousands of people buried by falling buildings, squashed and killed by tons and tons of concrete, glass and twisted re-bar; some areas of the city looked like the aftermath of a nuclear explosion. One of the buildings that was destroyed was a hospital, the city's General Hospital one of the many that fell down, in which rescue workers found a couple dozen babies that had survived the catastrophe.
To the amazement of everyone involved in the rescue, the babies were all fine, and they were found because some of the workers could hear their cries for food; they were rescued after almost 2 weeks after the shake. That was a real miracle; the majority had just a few scratches or wounds, nothing was broken, they were only very hungry. People called them "miracle babies". That was amazing.
It later turned out that some babies had lung damage from the dust, and a few died in other hospitals. The joy turned into sadness for a lot of people; it was all tragic. I was born in that city back in 1959, when another earthquake hit the city; the big news that year were not that I was born to grace this world with my presence; but that the Angel of Independence fell down to the ground; the angel is a bronze sculpture covered with 24k gold (see the picture above) that sits on top of an obelisk, about 90 or more feet up in the air, it is beautiful, at the base there is a huge lion being led by a small boy, it reminds me of Isa 65:25 ; but that day, it was as if the ruler of this world, the prince of the power of the air, said "this city is mine, away with the angel, give me Alex"; he had me for about thirty years, and then Jesus rescued me from the rubble of my life in 1989.
I was such an ugly baby that my father used to joke around and say that I looked like Benito Juarez, if you don't know who Benito Juarez is, just Google it, you'll know what he meant; my brothers used to say that I looked like a new born crow; they say I sounded like a raven when I cried. I think it is funny now, but I used to cry when they jerked me around with their cruel jokes; my little self-centered heart was devastated; sometimes I still think I look like a crow, mainly in the morning when I first wake up, usually in pain. Maybe that's why chicks dig me, the ugly ones that is, I don't know.
We humans are tragically selfish and self-centered; our tiny little worlds collide with each other's, and there is no rest from the toil of sin and calamity; no rest. Unless God rescues us from the rubble and the massive weight of our transgressions, we would consume under the pressure and weight of our iniquities; it is because of His great mercy and compassion that it doesn't happen (Lam 3:22).
The moment people think they are some kind of wonderful, is the moment that they render scripture as a big lie; we either admit and believe that we are depraved without measure, and that we need to be rescued from our iniquity, or we make God a liar; this is how Isaiah says it: Isa 59:2 But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your God, And your sins have hidden His face from you so that He does not hear. See also 1John 1:10 and Rom 1:18-19.
He does not hear; Isaiah says, because there is a wall of separation. The wall is so massive and impenetrable that no earthquake could possibly bring it down; it is only in the hands of Christ to demolish it by hitting it with His cross, there is no other way to do it, and there is no one else who can do it; there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, Acts 4:12.
The church is not hearing that we are depraved, the doctrine of total depravity is not being preached and taught; what we hear from some pulpits is that we are special and that God loves us, and that He wants to be your friend and your "business partner" so you can be successful in life, "He will give you everything you need, come as you are", they say; but even though some of those statements are true, they do not reflect the reality of how God the Almighty sees sin, and transgression and law braking. Make no mistake, if you come as you are, you are not going to get anything from Him except wrath, see Romans one again...
Yes we are special because we are His chosen people and we have been set apart from the world (Eph 1:4); yes God loves us and He sent His Son to die for us (Eph 1:7), etc, it's all scriptural, but don't even think for a moment that God is pleased with someone who hates Him and who continually sins, in fact God is angry with the wicked on a daily basis, Psa 7:11 God judgeth the righteous, and God is angry with the wicked every day. That means He is angry all the time; there is not a single moment in time when the children of wrath are not under condemnation; those who rely on their own righteousness are doomed.
Sometimes I go back and read some of the older posts in this blog; and I fear that I sound like a broken record, but that is something I can't help, I just write what is on my mind, the rest is just, well, history.
There is a guy, I think he is in China, who once in a while posts a comment, he did recently; I don't really know who he is, and I assume that he is my brother because he actually seems to agree with what I say; and you know what? That is very encouraging to me since sometimes I feel like I'm talking to the wall; but I am convinced that as long as this blog stays up, God will use it to bring the truth to people; at the same time I fear that sometimes I might not be saying the truth, or misrepresenting God and His character, and that really scares me. I don't want to confuse anybody or give the wrong impression about my Lord and My King; then on the other hand, God doesn't need me to say anything, He does not need me for anything, He is able to do what He wants with or without me.
Anyway; getting back to my babbling, you and I are depraved. Man, that sounds awful, but it is the truth; the truth is what God says is truth, and His word is truth, and His word says that we are depraved, how do you dispute that? In fact, such is the extent of our depravity that we think we are not depraved, we have such high thoughts and opinions about ourselves, it's pathetic. We are depraved and blind at the same time; we think we are luminaries in the center of our tiny universes, we think we shine like the sun until we look at the glory of God, then we become as a smoking flax, and darker than a shadow.
I know a few brothers that really think they are something; you can't even have a real conversation with these people, they are so self righteous. In order to have anything in common and have fellowship with them you have to put on the holy mask and pretend that you stand at their level of sanctity; your language has to be sprinkled with sanctimonious christianeese phrases, if you ask them anything in favor they'll tell you: "I'll pray about that brother"; whatever man, be warm, and be filled. Some of them flat out refuse, they pretend to be honest by telling things like "I hate moving", or "I have to work that day, I'm not sure but I'll let you know"; or if by plain conviction they come to help you move, they grumble and complain, at the end of the day they want to take your stuff in covetousness, or they just don't call you to "let you know". I'm ranting.
I'm not getting sarcastic, am I? But what is the deal? The deal is egotistical self-centered depravity, the depravity of the human heart. We all have one of those and it sucks big time. It is the leech crying out 'more, more'; it is never satisfied.
We need to wake up to the crude reality that the best we can ever come up with is nothing but filthy rags before God (Isa 64:6); just like Job says it: Job 10:15 If I am guilty, woe to me! If I am in the right, I cannot lift up my head, for I am filled with disgrace and look on my affliction. That is what we, (I should say 'I', it is only me probably), should exclaim and proclaim 'woe to me!' I need to be constantly reminded of this fact, as soon as I contemplate the glory of my King, I doubtless proclaim 'woe to me' (Isaiah 6:5); that is every day, by the way.
There are some that, at one point in time in their walk, will think that they have finally conquered the flesh; their deception is so big and so overtaking that they think that they can live a single day without sinning; yeah I think it is possible not to sin with actions and words for 24 hours, in fact the convents and monasteries around the world are filled with people who accomplish this everyday; but the heart remains the same; so no matter what we don't do, we still have the heart problem; that is where the sin dwells and defiles the individual:
Mar 7:18-23 And he said to them, "Then are you also without understanding? Do you not see that whatever goes into a person from outside cannot defile him, since it enters not his heart but his stomach, and is expelled?" And he said, "What comes out of a person is what defiles him. For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, coveting, wickedness, deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride, foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person."
If after reading the words of Jesus; the One who would not commit to man since He knew what was in man (John 2:25); and of Jeremiah (Jer 17:9); and of Paul (Rom. 8:7), etc, you still think that you have a little isle of righteousness inside of you, and that you can be pleasing to God by acting holy and righteous (apart from His working in you to will and to perform of His good pleasure); then I think that you are more depraved than you really think you are; and as The King of Kings says "you are still without understanding".
Going back to the knowledge of the nature of man, the lack thereof is rampant. Even in the pastoral setting is getting to the point of blasphemy; when I hear that due to the need of money to pay the bills of the church, the pastor and the people who are supposed to keep him accountable to the word of God; are resorting to creating "evangelical" seminars, that is, a class about how to bring people to the knowledge of Christ, so the church grows in numbers and therefore in financial resources; it makes me want to puke.
Their thinking goes like this: "we need money, people have money, so we need to bring people and then we will get more tithes and offerings, and we will be able to pay the bills; so let's go out there and evangelize the neighborhood and bring people to the knowledge of Christ, so that we can get more of their money; so we are going to teach you how to preach the "good news" so that you will be equipped to bring money,ehem, I mean, people. And by the way; if you are in ministry in this church, it is mandatory that you attend this class". Do you think for an instant that God is pleased with that kind of approach? I think it is offensive, it is blasphemous, and idolatrous. It is totally depraved thinking.
That is the 'business-like' approach to the good news that Jesus gave His life to save sinners from their depravity, and from the wrath of a Holy God who is angry with the wicked everyday. It is the multi-level marketing technique, you tell two, and those two tell other two each, and so on, until it multiplies until we have the church packed with people and of course, with money. Ok, let me cry out loud and vomit for a few minutes and I'll tell you know what I think about that. Incredible.
So what is wrong with that picture? In the eyes of the world, it is a good idea; ultimately it is people who have the money and it circulates throughout the pockets and wallets of the world, it is just good business sense; in fact this is exactly what network marketing does, and that is exactly what makes it problematic.
To start with, no one except our Almighty Creator and Ruler can save souls; no one can come to Him except through the Son, and no one can come to the Son except it is given unto him by The Father; that is not my idea but God's idea:
Mat 11:27 All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.
John 6:44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.
It is on those two verses of scripture (there are more of course) that you can base your certitude that God saves whomever He chooses to save; it is all under His definite and absolute control; The Father chooses one before the foundation of the world (Ephesians 1:4), then He draws him to the Son (John 6:44), and the Son then reveals The Father to whomever He has chosen; it is beautiful, and awesome, and glorious.
So the moment that Christian people start thinking like pagans (maybe they have never stopped thinking like pagans), and making assumptions that they can bring people to Jesus, they err; but the moment these people think that they can bring others to the knowledge of God and Jesus Christ for the sake of gain, even to pay the bills, they blaspheme; I hope they carry an electrical ground at all times, there is a lightning storm coming their way. This is the point Jude makes: Jude 1:11 Woe unto them! for they have gone in the way of Cain, and ran greedily after the error of Balaam for reward, and perished in the gainsaying of Core.
The pride, the arrogance, and the depravity of the human heart is amazingly deceitful; the natural mind thinks it can solve problems that only God Almighty can solve, such as paying the bills. The above not only applies to the organized church, but also to the individual Christian. I'm not saying that one should not work to pay the bills and at the same time trust in God for the supply, what I'm saying is that we cannot, should not, exploit the gospel for any type of financial gain; the gospel is free and it will remain free of charge, even though the cost is immeasurable because the Blood of Christ is more precious than any human mind can ever imagine or understand.
The drop that overflows the bucket is when a so called 'pastor' comes in the way of Balaam and tries to take the worship leader of a church away, this by offering him money; a year's salary up front; when I heard that, I almost vomited; this guy should not be a pastor of anything but goats. Money, greed, covetousness, idolatry, blasphemy, heresy, and everything that I can name that is opposed to godliness comes to my mind when I hear these kind of things are happening in the church.
What, do you think is wrong for a worship leader to be on staff, and get paid? Not at all; the worker is worthy of his wages, Paul is clear on that; but when this is done for the sake of personal gain it is demonic; straight from the pit of hell, that is what Jude calls the error of Balaam. I could elaborate and keep going on for hours about this kind of stuff; it is all sickening, and to me it is uttermost offensive to the Lord, I hope you see my point.
The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked; who can know it? That is Jeremiah 17:9. No human being on the planet and in all the history of humankind has come or can ever come to the knowledge of the depravity of the heart to it's full extent; that is what Jeremiah is saying, no one knows how deep and how far we have fallen, only God knows, it is a scary thought to be left there; this is what the gospel is all about, it is a rescue operation.
Eutychus and I had a conversation about this last night, people say: 'you're drowning in the middle of the ocean and God is throwing you a life saver, all you have to do is grab it and be saved', as if God was waiting for you to take action; but the true gospel says: 'you are dead at the bottom of the ocean, pulled down by the immense weight of your sin and depravity, and God sent His Son to dive in and pull you out, and give you mouth to mouth resuscitation and life, and He died doing that'. No life savers were used in the process; God doesn't need them, He does the work Himself, if there is any life saver at all, it is the cross of Jesus, period.
Okay, I am done for today; but there is a question that remains to be answered, every morning as you look at yourself in the mirror, do you see the face of a depraved individual; or do you see the face of someone who is righteous?
Have a nice day.
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