This is a post I found hanging in there as a "draft" for months, when I finished reading it I knew the reason why I never posted it, yeah, you got it, it is too long. But as long as it remains a 'draft' no one will ever read it except maybe me, and as I said so many times before, I write mainly to record what I think for the sake of those whom I love, which means that if you are reading this you are loved by me, at least in my twisted and weird way of loving; I want to make you think about The Lord God. I wrote it one day when I was very intently thinking about dying, not in a morbid way, but in a pondering way; will today be my day to die? So before that happens, I thought I would just make a note to it and then press the "publish" button, so here it is:
Think about death my dear. It is coming your way, and it shall surely come even if you choose to ignore it. Let us pretend that there is no God for a moment, this is assuming that you already believe in God, which I know is true; what do you think will happen after you die? Deep inside of you, you know that it is impossible for God not to exist, every single human being knows there is someone greater than us, it will always be like that for it is God who writes it down in the human heart, everyone knows it when they look at the sky or at a baby. And deep in your heart you know that you will continue to exist; if you don't really know that, then you either wish that you would cease to exist, or that you will continue to exist; and if you think that you will continue to exist, then you have to ask what will happen to you when you die.
Obviously, if you think you will cease to exist, then the whole argument is completely irrelevant to you, as it would be to me, if that was the case I would not really think about walking in the paths of righteousness, I would not be writing this post either, I would despise the bible and anything related to religion or faith; to tell you the truth, I would be having fun somewhere, drinking and doing whatever else everyone is doing to mitigate the wear of the rat race; and I have already been there before; I call it the darkness of this world; and the reason I believe is because of that very reason, I needed to be rescued from the darkness, and that is what happened, God rescued me. That being said, you can stop reading this if you think you are a fool who says in his heart 'there is no god'.
The first question that comes to my mind in this scenario is why do we die? Every human being knows that we live 'inside' our bodies, we know for sure that our bodies are not the real 'us', I learned that fact when I was about 5 years old; so it would be really hard to think that we just cease to exist. Human reason and experience, while subjective in and of themselves, indicate that we are more than our bodies, it is obvious to a normal person that we have a soul, we call that 'consciousness', an awareness of being. That means we have a conscience that makes us different from any other living creature on earth.
Where did this conscience come from? Conscience is the part of ourselves that instinctively tells us when we are doing something wrong or bad, or something right or good; it is not education but an internal voice that discerns what type of behavior we are engaged in in any particular moment of our existence. Even a person who claims to not believe in God will have this internal compass. The reality is that we have been created with this attribute, even when anyone decides to deny it or ignore it; have you ever heard the term "their conscience is seared as with a hot iron"? Do you see my point?
So obviously, if we are entities that live in a material medium called 'body', and if we have a consciousness of right and wrong, and if we are by nature 'moral beings', then the next question has to be, why are humans like they are? And ask again, why do we die? So we have to step in to natural law; that is where we can observe the laws of the universe operating in ourselves and all around us, and according to these laws, we can observe that everything around us, and in our bodies, is constantly moving from a state of order into a state of chaos, it is there by design.
Entropy, or the 2nd law of thermodynamics, a physical law, or property of the universe, is in constant operation, and everything is in a constant life and death cycle, let's call this "the cycle of life"; all living organisms are characterized by this, they all have been born, or brought into existence, grown, reproduced, declined and died; that is a natural law for anyone to observe and verify; of course this has been put into a system of study called biology; so we can answer the question "why do people die?" in this way: People die because all living organisms, like people, are part of this cycle of life, all humans must be here by birth or creation, or conception, or whatever you want to call it, and all of them will grow, develop, reproduce, or not, and die eventually. Natural law clearly answers that all people must die, because the laws of the universe demand that they do.
Why is this so? No one can answer that question without the aid of some system of belief, because the question then must be, why are these laws put into place, what or whom put them in there? Why is the universe functioning the way it is? Why do we have gravity, and electromagnetism, and energy, and heat, and pressure, and light, and so forth, and life and death? All that science has been able to do is explain what these laws are and what they are doing, or how they work, but not why they are there in the first place. The logical conclusion after scientific observation for many hundreds of years, is that the universe and all its laws display a very delicate balance of order and chaos co-existing every where, from stars to atoms. The universe displays a state of order and disorder at the same time but with the tendency to go towards disorder, read the news and you will see..
This of course, does not answer the question completely because we have to deal with the part of us that lives in these bodies made with living cells that are constantly reproducing and dying. Did you know that we are constantly shedding hundreds of thousands of dead skin cells? All that dust that accumulates in your bedroom when it is totally enclosed is composed, in great proportion, of many dead skin cells, I'm just saying. Remember that I can almost always get away with statements that may not be true if I add the words "I'm just saying" at the end.
Really, why this cycle of life? If this cycle applies to all living organisms, then it must apply to beings that display a sense of being or existing, and if indeed the laws of the universe apply to our whole being, then the part of us that lives in these bodies, must also die. But in this line of reasoning a wrench must be thrown into it, like another law of the universe: the 1st law of thermodynamics. The first law of thermodynamics states that matter cannot be created or destroyed, but only transformed by an exchange of energy. So then you must ask, where did matter come from? The human soul is not considered to be "matter", but it matters more than the body, I think. I remember reading some study in which it was observed that when people die their bodies actually lose weight, trip out on that, is not much, I think it was like 8 or 9 grams, but it is an indication of something happening at the moment of death, isn't it? As far as I know, the soul is immortal, no one can prove it is not, there is a big gulf fixed between that knowledge of the two states of being, between life and death.
Hubble was the first astronomer to observe the red shift in the light of the stars and came to the conclusion that the universe was in a state of expansion; something that Einstein had already figured out by doing math, but he changed his mind about it because it did not make sense to him, so he fudged his own math to make it stable; he was finally convinced when Hubble called him and invited him to observe by himself what Hubble had discovered at the Palomar Mountain Observatory. What this meant was, and it still is, that the universe was originated from a single point, all the matter, space, and time in the universe was concentrated in a point the size of a grapefruit ; if the universe is expanding, then the expansion means that the whole thing was at one point all contracted in a single point, and they call this a "singularity".
This is where the "big bang" theory came from. Before there was anything that there is, there was nothing, they say, so where did it all come from? This of course goes beyond evolution theories, we are talking about the origin of the universe. Scientists know that this is the only logical explanation for the expansion of the universe, but the question still remains, who or what initiated the singularity?
Based on the laws of physics, we know that if everything came from a single point in time and space (it is a fact that time and space were part of the singularity, it could be no other way because nothing would work as it is working without time and space, the very expansion of the universe points to that fact), and if matter as we know it cannot be created or destroyed but only transformed from one state of energy to another, then death is really only a transformation from one state to another, the life-death cycle is in this case a change in state from order to disorder. So I ask, does this apply to the human soul too? It has to if the natural laws are to be consistent with each other; or maybe not.
All I'm doing here is thinking and writing at the same time, and since I am not a scientist, what I think might not be true at all but just a bunch of imaginations of my heart, which is okay because I can write whatever I want and no one can stop me, except death, and maybe hunger, I think I need to eat something, I'm starting to lose it...
It is incredible what a quesadilla with chicken can do to you. Yeah I feel better, thanks for asking. We all need to eat so we don't die right? Right, and that brings me to the next thought, which is that the only way to reverse entropy (or at least stop it temporarily) is by the input of information or work, in this case food to my stomach so I can keep on living, they call that negentropy or negative entropy. Every system in the universe works the same way; and you can actually test this, just don't clean your toilet for a month and see what happens.
Or just live and do not organize or clean anything in your house, you will have a clear example of entropy at work; the only way to prevent that from happening is by the input of work, which relates to the information I mentioned above; which brings me to the next point.
In any system, "the creation of new information is habitually associated with conscious activity", which is a quote from a guy named Henry Quasler, quoted in a book called 'Signature in the cell' by a biologist called Stephen Meyer; I just made that up by the way, it sounds cool doesn't it? It does, and it is true. And I'm kidding, I didn't make it up; I actually watched a tape of Dr Meyer giving a lecture on this. Every thing that man has created has been done based on information; meaning, all human creations exhibit an inherent intelligent design, where did the design come from? From the human mind. So we can argue that all things in the universe, and the universe itself, display an inherent intelligent design; as the delicate balance in all the universal laws demonstrate.
For example, the distance between the sun and the earth is very specific, a little farther away from the sun and the earth would freeze, a little closer it would burn and life could not exist at all, the same applies to the atmosphere, it is delicately balanced in its gas composition, and so on and so forth. It is evident everywhere. The really mysterious and unique thing about all of it, and I mean the design, is that it can only be perceived by human beings, no other creature needs to know or be aware of this amazing universe, only man. My dog doesn't seat in the backyard with me to enjoy the sunset, he is not even looking at it, he is more interested in licking his paw; and the birds seem completely oblivious to the purple sky in which they were flying, have you ever thought about that?
Do you see where I am going? Of course you do, since you are so bright, and fearfully and wonderfully made (just a biblical expression for "intelligently designed"). Who is the designer? Someone who by necessity exists outside of the created order. And I say 'of necessity' because no designer has ever become his creation, a car designer does not become a car and does not live in the elements that formed the car. Even the bible exhibits this design and delicate balance; as it is the only book that was written by 40 different people, in three different continents, over a period of 1,500 years, with the same theme in every page of every chapter of every book, the whole 66 books are perfectly intertwined, and in perfect harmony with each other: God and what He has done and will do.
Gee, all this for a religious statement? Yeah, sorry about that, I can't help it, I spiritualize everything. Ok, true, I'm not sorry. The bible is the only document in existence that answers the question why do we die? It not only answers that question, but it also answers "where did we come from", and "what happens after we die"; and not only that, it also answers the question "what is death?". In biblical speak, death is separation from God, and the inverse is life, or communion with God, you know that already.
I'm going to stop here because I need to go to sleep soon, but I warn you, I will continue this diatribe -maybe that is not the correct word, let's just call it 'my trip about death'- in the next post. I know, you already know everything I'm going to say but I still want to tell you what I'm tripping about, it should be fun, at least for me.
Have a nice weekend.
I lied. That was not the end of the post, it's not even close to the weekend either, and it is not fun at all to write these things. Ok, I'm lying again. It is fun. Maybe it is not fun for you, but for me it is a normal thing to think about death; I think it was the Puritans who said that the whole purpose of life was not only to live well, but also to die well; and death my friend, will come our way whether we like it or not.
The point of this post is to actually make you think about dying, thinking about death has a way of making a point in my life, and it is the point because death is an event that will occur at the end of our lives in this body, it actually causes it to end as we know it, and for us Jesus freaks, it causes the beginning of what we believe happens when you die, and we do not know when that event will occur. If we knew in advance the exact moment of our death, we would live in a very different way, our thoughts and our actions would be of a totally different kind, right? Maybe, but I don't think so.
We have a fallible nature, even in the best moments of our lives we are constantly plagued with defective thinking and defective acting; our pursuit of happiness is always centered in our ambitions, and the things we can obtain or achieve; we are self centered creatures by nature, it matters not how much education we receive, we will always be selfish, and sinful, even to the last breath we take; even though the bible clearly states that those who believe, or have faith in Christ, are created anew and positionally we are in Christ, and free; that is, we are no longer slaves to sin, which only means that now we can actually deny the desires of the flesh and of the mind, as is clear in Ephesians 2; that we do it or not is a different matter, and it all goes back to the human heart, of which we still drag the vestiges as a ball and chain until we die, Paul calls it 'this body of death'. Of course, we know that those who believe, and I mean really believe in the biblical sense, and that are born from above and are believers in the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ, are in the process of sanctification; which is the reversal of that spiritual entropy I mention later somewhere else.
If God is not real, then it really doesn't matter how we live, let us eat and drink and be merry for tomorrow we die, right? Yeah, that's right, let's just be merry and not care about tomorrow, let's have as much pleasure as we can get, and as many toys and material things as we can hoard, that is all we have to look forward to if we think that there is no God.
But the moment we consider the possibility of the existence of a being that is all powerful and all knowing, and all wise, and all beneficence but also all justice, then terror must strike our hearts if we are honest with ourselves; why is this so? Because of that conscience I mentioned above, too far above at the beginning of this post. We all know that if there is a God who actually created the universe and actually created human beings in His image, and intelligently designed everything there is, then we know that we are debtors to His justice; our conscience accuses us without mercy; and the only way out of that predicament is by being reconciled to Him.
As you know, we cannot reconcile ourselves to God even if we tried, it is impossible. The ten commandments from the law of God are impossible to keep, we cannot even keep one single commandment, every person has broken them all, that is the sad reality, but as with all things, it is like that by design and the whole process has always been under God's complete control; but as you also know, God solved our problem by becoming one of us, in Jesus, to keep His own rules, and then took the consequence of sin, namely the wrath of God, upon Himself in order to take back that which was lost; and of course, only God can do that.
While a lot of people in this world think this is just a fantasy, there is also a lot of people who believe the gospel of Jesus Christ, you can call it dogma, you can call it religion, you can call it foolishness (as those who according to Paul are perishing), and whatever else your mind can come up with to try to deny the existence of God and His righteousness; but the moment of death will come one day to you, and what will you call it then? A too long blog post? I'm just saying.
The very presence of death and evil in this world gives testimony to the reality of the chaos that sin has caused throughout thousands of years of human history and experience. Sin in a sense is spiritual entropy; and as with all entropy the only way to negate it is by the input of either information or work, in this case the work that was performed by Jesus on that cross of agony, and which includes His resurrection from the death.
Of course this is just an analogy that I need to make in order to make sense of my own thoughts, the reality of it all is that sin is an affront to an omnipotent and most holy God, it is a total disregard for what He desires, and therefore it is extremely contrary to His will, and I think I would be correct in saying that it is infinitely offensive to all that God is, love, light, holiness, righteousness, truth, perfection, etc; and for sure, an infinite offense to the infinite holiness of God, requires an infinite compensation according to His infinite justice; the result being eternal death.
The really bad thing about sin is that it is extremely deceptive and it always leads to death, it always promises something that does not last, and that does not satisfy, just like that Rolling Stones tune, 'I can't get no satisfaction, and I try, and I try, and I try', and no matter how hard one tries, it never comes. What always comes in all cases is the moment of death; and death itself is the proof that sin is real. If sin did not exist, then no one would die, ever. The whole universe is infected by this disease of sin, because all living things die, and in all the billions of galaxies out there in the vastness of space of this expanding universe, even stars die; it is as if God himself wrote a big sign in the very fabric of the cosmos: 'sin equals death'.
There is hope though. God promises that He will remake the universe, He will make all things new; at one point in time, time itself will stop, and all things will be brought under subjection under Him who subjected them in hope, as Paul says in Romans:
Rom 8:18-23 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. (19) For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God. (20) For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope, (21) Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. (22) For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now. (23) And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body.
Such redemption implies the change of the body from imperfect, diseased and death bound, to a perfect, everlastingly healthful, and immortal body that is completely immune to sin and death, this is including the mind and the soul; no more entropy in any form will ever be displayed again anywhere; and that is something that I rejoice about. In my case, this is a true and trustworthy statement; I eagerly wait for the redemption of this body that always hurts in some way.
I love the way Spurgeon puts it: There is an essential difference between the decease of the godly and the death of the ungodly. Death comes to the ungodly man as a penal infliction, but to the righteous as a summons to his Father's palace. To the sinner it is an execution, to the saint an undressing from his sins and infirmities. Death to the wicked is the King of terrors. Death to the saint is the end of terrors, the commencement of glory.—Charles Spurgeon
Unfortunately (I know that is not the correct word, maybe I should say 'justly'), this is not true for every single human being, as you very well know; but herein lies the wonder of the amazing nature of God's grace. I have no idea when I will die, I don't think anyone does; but what I know to be true is that I rejected God and His offer of mercy countless times, and then when the time was right I could not resist Him; no one can; Psa. 115:3 But our God is in the heavens: he hath done whatsoever he hath pleased. So before, I was afraid of dying, and now the fear is gone, now I'm eagerly waiting for that moment when I will finally see the King of glory.
I'm almost done (yeah thank God); going back to the top, there is no need to pretend that there is no God, I don't think any one can pretend that; not believing only proves the reality of the power of God, because it is universally known that everything has two sides; there are millions upon millions of people who believe, or have believed in the past, and will believe in the future, and every single one of them has been changed, and will be changed, in an evident manner for all those around them to see; in other words, faith is the reality that points to the power of God to save people from His wrath; and if anyone out there ever thinks that this world has no proof of His existence, all they have to consider is the survival of that tiny nation in the middle east called Israel. But I'm preaching to the choir, I hope.
At last, the end of this post. Think about death, it is coming your way. I think about it every day of my life, I am serious, I do; and I find it to be very motivating in searching for God and His righteousness, and a great help to put my priorities in the right order; it makes me pray a lot for those I love, and many times even for those I don't love; but one thing is definitely guaranteed by thinking about death, it causes me to rejoice in the fact that I have faith, and that my faith, a gift from God to me, assures me of His divine favor; and as Calvin says, I see God calm and serene, and propitious to me, His paternal favor erasing all my fears.
Psalm 116:15 Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.
Now you can have a nice day.
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